He Motivated Me

 

I was glad to have met him and worked with him for the little time that I did. Then all of a sudden he turned on me in a matter of minutes. He called me about an article that he read I wrote and  told me to removed it from the website.

In a fatigue overwhelm state I was bold enough to speak my mind and he didn’t like that.  Well I knew the outcome of this wouldn’t be good so I tried apologize even though I knew I wasn’t wrong  that didn’t work. So he said we will have a meeting about what happened.

I waited for that call it never came so I sent a message through facebook no response, then another message, then another message, and another message nothing not even a emotion icon.  So at this point I knew I was purposely being ignored and I was hotter than fish grease.

Everyday I would say WOW I thought we were better than that but, I can clearly see I was wrong. Then after a few days of being pissed I began to take action and steps toward my goals.  I went back to my purpose of him being in my life and came to the conclusion I didn’t need him to began he was a crutch to keep me from clarifying what I wanted.  I’m proud me of because, I should of cursed him out but, I held my tongue.

So in a state of sadness I began to do things that I know I wouldn’t have done if he was still in my life. I said “I’m going to show him who’s boss watch me do this, I will show him I’m going to do that. Then I reflected and thought interesting this person whom I was beefing with has been my greatest motivator.  I made all these strides to show someone whom I didn’t like anymore that I can achieve what I want with or without him amazing.

So now I want to call him and take him to lunch and tell him “Thank You” so much for for hurting my feelings by ignoring  me because, you motivated more than any of my life coaches and self-help books.

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